restlessness
i just bought a new book
the autumn and the patriarch by gabriel garcia marquez
my favorite author
i read it walking to work today from one side of campus to the other, i walked very slowly and carefully watching to make sure i got each step and didnt fall
the leaves were blowing and it was drizzling.
i am trying to embrace my passion and frustration and suffering inside, to harness it to create more beauty.
its eating all of me. and my hair.
sorry i am not trying to be interesting this is how my mind works, alot of jumble-ation at once, in my own world most of the time
i want someone to go explore with, someone who will hold hands with me lay in bed reading books all day someone whose hands look like i want them all over me, someone who will stay up til all hours and talk about literature with me and drink whiskey someone who likes having lovers as much as i do
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